I don't know. I guess it's... not something that's a straight-forward answer.
[ He hates not knowing if he'll go rabid at any moment because he's not taken his medication since he came here. He hates the fact that he has to eat brains just survive when he could exist not doing that, back home. He hates the feeling that there'll probably be something else, something else that'll change him somehow.
But it helps that there's others who're... different like him. That he's not alone in it. He likes the fact he can do a little more, that he help people here — that he's not so— so useless. No, there's no straight-forward answer. Kieren's head dips for a moment as he thinks, eyes trained back onto his hands. ]
... I guess I'm— I'm still me, at the end of the day. You know?
[ And maybe that'll always be someone he hates. At least there's consistency there. There's a tiny shake of his head, he can't think of that right now. No, the other things. ]
Like the important bits, [ He brings one hand to gently tap at his chest. ] in here.
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[ He hates not knowing if he'll go rabid at any moment because he's not taken his medication since he came here. He hates the fact that he has to eat brains just survive when he could exist not doing that, back home. He hates the feeling that there'll probably be something else, something else that'll change him somehow.
But it helps that there's others who're... different like him. That he's not alone in it. He likes the fact he can do a little more, that he help people here — that he's not so— so useless. No, there's no straight-forward answer. Kieren's head dips for a moment as he thinks, eyes trained back onto his hands. ]
... I guess I'm— I'm still me, at the end of the day. You know?
[ And maybe that'll always be someone he hates. At least there's consistency there. There's a tiny shake of his head, he can't think of that right now. No, the other things. ]
Like the important bits, [ He brings one hand to gently tap at his chest. ] in here.
[ The parts that make him Kieren. ]