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June 2025 Test Drive Meme

JUNE 2025 TDM


PROMPT ONE — ARRIVAL: METHUSELAH'S FEAST: A new group of arrivals find themselves lost in the frozen wilds and vulnerable to the dangers of nature. With luck, they make it to the town of Milton, and to a friendly face offering food, warmth and shelter — and the current inhabitants, their fellow survivors.

PROMPT TWO — WHAT LIES BENEATH: New fissures caused by seismic activity within the Northern Territories physiologically alters the Interlopers who check them out.

PROMPT THREE — SUFFOCATION RISK: Interlopers find it hard to breathe, and need a helping hand to catch a breather.

ARRIVAL: METHUSELAH'S FEAST


WHEN: Mid-month.
WHERE: Milton, Milton Outskirts.
CONTENT WARNINGS: potential animal attacks, potential injuries, potential cold injuries/hyperthermia risk.

'You are the Interloper. You are not part of nature’s design.'

It’s the last thing you hear. A dark, deep voice. Impossibly ancient. You feel afraid. Maybe you’re dreaming, maybe you’re wide awake. You saw the lights, and then your world went dark. But you hear it in the blackness, you won’t forget those words.

These are the words of the Darkwalker, you’ll soon come to find.

You awaken. You are not where you were before. It’s different for everyone, there doesn’t seem to be much of a pattern in where you find yourself. You may open your eyes to find yourself in a cold, dim and dank cabin. The air is stale, dust hangs in the rays of weak sunlight that shine through the tiny windows. Someone lived here once, but they aren’t to be found. This place has been ransacked, abandoned long ago. It is quiet. The wood creaks around you.

Or perhaps you may awaken to find yourself shivering in the yawning maw of a cave, the freezing stone below you. Or maybe you’re unfortunate enough to sit up to find yourself lying in the snow, in the middle of the wilderness. Snow lies thick around you. It’s freezing out. You haven’t felt a cold like this before in your entire life. Cruel and biting. You have no idea where you are, and what’s worse — you are completely alone.

The sun is bright, enclosed in light fog. It is a strange kind of twilight.

You may feel different, too. Any powers or magics you may have feel... absent. Disconnected. Things that may not have affected you previously now do. Something in you has changed.

You know you can’t stay where you are. You’ll need to move, try to work out where you are and how you came to be here. So you walk, head out into the unknown, in hope of finding a trail or a road. You’ll find one soon enough. It’s here you may find someone else in the same boat as yourself, equally freezing and confused. You’ll both need to keep going. It won’t be easy. You hear howls of wolves around you, and the terrain is difficult: slips and falls are likely. You’re completely vulnerable out here in the open.

Or it’s possible you may come across someone else here. Someone who looks far better prepared to deal with the freezing cold and frozen landscape, out hunting or gathering. They’ll likely offer help and get you into town. However, for the unlucky ones who don’t come across anyone, you’ll carry on until you see it: the lazy trail of smoke rising in the air. Fire. Not just one, but several. Civilization...?

Follow it, and soon enough the way you’ve taken will certainly become a path or road. Unfolding before you in the mountainous forests, you’ll see the most welcome of sights: a small mining town tucked up in the valley. Battered, rusted road signs will direct to “MILTON, POP. 947”. You’re almost there, you keep going, and it looks like other people have had the same idea as you. In fact, you’ll hear the muffled sounds of life. People! In the town!

As you head into the outskirts and then further into town, you’ll find it’s a little easier to walk but the cold has gripped you hard. You’ll find the buildings, both shops and homes, some are dark and lifeless, some of them are boarded up, some of them are occupied. People are going about their business, or stood watching from their tiny porches of their small, timber homes. For a town this big, there doesn’t seem to be many people. Several dozen at most, but no more.

Towards the center of town, you’ll find the building from which the biggest of the smoke trail rises: a school-house of sorts, or some kind of community hall. Perhaps both. You’ll find more and more people all drawn to this place, each and every one of them in the same position as yourself (and your companion, if you’ve found one). Some are in worse states than others: some are bloodied, nursing bite wounds or cuts; others might have some other kind of injury sustained in the journey here from falls. Others may look as if they could faint from the cold at any second.

The door opens, and you’re greeted by the gnarled, wizened face of an elderly man, dressed in thick furs. He has a kind face. He smiles warmly, and with pity, ushering you in with haste.

“Ah. Once more, you poor souls come.” he nods gravely. No, this is not the first time that this has happened. “I am Methuselah. I welcome you, Newcomer, although I’m sorry for how you’ve come to find yourself here. You are not the only one, the lights are changing things. Come. Mother Nature has not been kind to you, but there are plenty here to help.”

The room is dim, lit only by natural daylight through the windows. A roaring fire sits at one end of the huge hall. It crackles, bright and cheerful... and warm. Even as big as this place is, the room is pleasantly warm. You’ll also find basic cots set up down one side of the hall, and while it seems there's a few people already living here, there's enough space for those in need of them. There's places to rest for a moment and get your bearings, or just trying to recover from the cold. Down the other side are tables and chairs, and long tables laden with food, drinks and bottled water similar to one might find at a soup kitchen. Once again, Methuselah offers a feast, aided by some of the other Interlopers.

There are canisters with hot herbal teas, mostly. But some coffee can be found. There’s also soup and stew and trays of charred deer and rabbit meats, plus some grilled fish. It’s very basic, but it’s hot and filling. A feast for those who have battled the cold to come here.

Methuselah will continue to busy himself, still; there is plenty to do. He will fetch blankets, tend to wounds, serve food and drinks — aided by a handful of others in the Hall. Your fellow survivors, but those who have been here for some time now. He does not have much time to talk. More and more people seem to be coming in from the cold. He will not stop to sit and rest until everyone is seen to, taking up a place by the fire to gaze silently into its flames.

He will encourage newcomers to get warm and eat, and when they are ready to — they can explore the town and find one of the many empty homes to call their own. He will not speak much, but gesture to your fellow survivors. They will have better answers than him.

WHAT LIES BENEATH


WHEN: The month of June.
WHERE: Everywhere.
CONTENT WARNINGS: supernatural ailments; mental manipulation; altered physiological states; potential character injuries; potential dangerous situations; potential cold injuries.

The world has gone quiet since last month’s quake that caused a considerable amount of damage around the Milton and Lakeside regions. Newer Interlopers have been met with a town still in the process of being repaired and rebuilt, and some properties have been abandoned all together, used only for spares and repairs of homes that are actually occupied. Milton was home to some thousand people in its hey-day, now it remains a shell of itself. Some hundred or so people making this place a home in a harsh and unforgiving world.

But the world is not completely quiet: tremors and minor quakes can still be felt as time goes on. These tremors don’t have the same impact as earlier quakes, but they’re enough to give someone pause — keeping Interlopers on their toes.

What’s more is the damage caused by this ongoing seismic activity is dotted all over the landscape: scars are beginning to show in the earth itself, or rather — open wounds.

The fissures are small and unassuming, but can easily snag someone’s attention. Even more curious about them is the occasional strange vapours that seem to curl and lazily rise from these fissures. The vapours are a faint green in colour, almost sickly, and there’s plenty enough in you to make you feel like you should keep well away from these rising fogs. But there’s something about curiosity and cats, after all.

The vapours won’t kill you, no. They certainly won’t do you any physical harm, either. No instant burning of the strange, caustic fog that plagued Interlopers last year, nor the sickness that Glimmerfog brought.

But getting close enough to the vapours to examine them will cause a change in you. It’s more of an insidious thing: gradual and slow, changes in your behaviour over the course of a week. Feeling a little more anxious than normal; snapping at people you interact with; avoidance of others; the feeling of being watched and a growing paranoia. You feel like the animal that has known the feel of the snare, or seen the barrel of the gun. Hunted and small.

Soon enough, this slow chipping away at your mind is enough to cause you to snap: fight or flight.

Fighters are lost into states of pure rage. They are combative, blind to anger in a desperate bid to survive — seeking out their dangers to face them head on. They are volatile, difficult to reason with. They will cause damage to anything around them, or anyone. They will cause damage to buildings, objects — smashing their way through whatever stands in their way. They will fight with those around them — their fellow Interlopers — lost in perceived threats.

Flighters are lost into states of pure fear. They’ll break down in crying fits, hysteria and abandon all logic — avoiding their dangers. They will try to escape from wherever they may be — wanting to run out into the wilds, putting them in potentially more dangerous situations. They could end up getting lost in the wilds, or encountering dangerous wildlife like moose, wolves or bears. Or perhaps even onto thin ice on bodies of water. They will hide whenever they can: under beds, in caves, anywhere their minds might tell them are places of safety.

To those around them, it’s finding a way to try and bring the affected Interloper back to their senses. It’s a little stumbling in the dark: wrangling flighters back to the safety of town, like trying to calm a spooked horse and give them a sense of safety and care and connection might be enough to bring them back to their sense. Fighters can arguably be dealt with the same way, but some might need restraining or fighting back in order to knock some sense into them. Perhaps even literally. Drawing blood in a fight with Fighters will also… strangely calm the affected Interloper down.

Affected Interlopers will be a little shaky afterwards. But a stiff drink or a hot meal and some rest will end up soothing them. Hopefully they won’t go poking around those fissures again.


SUFFOCATION RISK


WHEN: The month of June.
WHERE: Everywhere.
CONTENT WARNINGS: supernatural afflictions; themes of suffocation; themes of co-dependency/unhealthy codependency; potential character death/near-death experience; medical emergencies.

You think that maybe it’s the weather. The Northern Territories have been known for unsettled and sometimes ferocious climate — this is the world of endless winter, after all. But June marks a period of calm as the midsummer draws near. Occasional biting winds are the only disturbances to that calm. Other than that, it’s just damn freezing. Even with the midsummer upon the world and the still weather — the world is frigid.

The cold often bites at one’s lungs, and maybe that’s all you think it is at first. Each breath is like ice, hard to catch, and you feel like you’re suffocating sometimes. Overexertion seems to make it worse, whether you’re hiking up a particularly difficult piece of terrain or carrying a heavy load.

Interlopers will need to stop to rest often, and even then it feels like you still can’t quite get your breath back. This breathlessness will slowly get worse over time, until it’s almost unbearable.

Until it ends up nosediving into something more horrifying. One day, it’s the worst it’s ever been. It feels like you’re drowning. Your breaths are shallow and quick. Your vision blurs and warps, a shimmer of dull prismatic at the corners of your eyes. The world grows smaller around you, your hearing growing dim and distorted. You cough and splutter, gasping for air that you cannot seem to breathe in.

Panic sets in. You are suffocating, and if something isn’t done quickly enough, you will die.

But there’s a strange pull in you, too. A need. A person. You get a sensation of them, something about them. Their hair colour, their voice, their smile. Maybe it’s someone you know, maybe it’s a complete stranger, but something in you pulls you towards them.

As the world closes in on you, everything zeros in on that person. They can help. Hopefully you have enough time to reach them, hopefully you can find them. Maybe they’re searching for you too, in the exact same predicament — unable to breathe and trying to find that person to help.

Reaching that person and touching them will finally allow you to breathe. Like the air is clear, and breaths are painless again. It’s like an instant balm, and slowly the world grows back again — vision and hearing restored. You don’t know why, but this person, whoever they are — has given you your breath back.

You’re spared from the affliction, for a short time. Soon enough, it will return, and you’ll need to find that person again. Or just keep them close for a little while.


FAQs

ARRIVAL: METHUSELAH'S FEAST


1. Arrival threads can be treated as game canon.

2. Items characters have brought from home can be found either strewn around them when they awaken, or in the community hall — as if someone left them out for them to collect. Methuselah will not know how they got there, and will be quite bemused by the happenings.

3. Reminder that all characters are now depowered upon arrival. They can choose not to notice it at first, or can immediately sense something is different about them.

4. If asked any personal questions, Methuselah will smile and say "Oh, you don't want to know about an old man like me. But I have lived all over in these parts for all my life." He will be more concerned with trying to help Newcomers, and is genuinely concerned for them and their well-being. Other Interlopers will say much of the same — there's little to know about him.

5. More information about Milton can be found here.

WHAT LIES BENEATH


1. Characters can be affected multiple times by the vapours.

SUFFOCATION RISK


1. The length of time Interlopers are 'stuck' together to combat the Suffocation Risk affliction is player choice. It could be a couple of days or even weeks — with the affliction itself ending by the end of the month.

2. Both Interlopers can be suffering from Suffocation Risk, or just one.

3. Interlopers who do not reach the person in time will die. They could potentially be revived through CPR, however — provided they are found quick enough.

the_second_noel: (the roadblock)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-28 03:07 pm (UTC)(link)
This is too much. Charlie's mouth is twisting despite him. He can't even focus on the implications of Faust when this is-

He wants to sock Arthur in the jaw. He wants to break his nose, properly this time. He doesn't feel even vaguely bad, any more, about the crack to his throat or his jewels or his face. A pit fighter. He reminded Charlie of a pit fighter because he was one.

He tries to remember how it was to begin with, when he wasn't familiar with the King's game. Sheer luck played as much of a part as stubbornness, sometimes. It's hard to remember, and even harder to extend that grace in this moment, and it swirls with the rest of his thoughts.

He's finding out, in one blow, both that Sarah survived and that the King has killed her. She was already gone by the time he got back to Arkham, and he didn't know if she'd vanished along with Roland, or been murdered along with Delphine, and everything else came on before he could find out. But if Arthur's journey has been that short, then it means she was still alive after Charlie escaped the Dreamlands. A horrible possibility presents itself, that the King replaced one prisoner with another.

"And you're sure she was killed? No possibility he took her into the Dreamlands?"

Of course he could do both, but the King seemed to need someone there in a physical sense to interrogate them, for reasons Charlie can't guess.
Edited 2025-06-28 16:22 (UTC)
lestercraft: (teeth and trauma are bared)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-28 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
He can't bring himself to look at Charlie, when even the force of his friend's (and are they, now? Can they ever truly be, when everything he is is just some harbinger of total ruin?) gaze is enough to make him want to throw himself into his fishing hole and breathe in as deep as he can.

He doesn't deserve his grace. Lorick bet on the wrong man.

"...no." His arms cross without thinking, holding himself tight against the cold that has nothing to do with the fire behind him. "John and I, we- w-when we touch a dead body, back home, we can see how they died. John saw a servant of the King kill her."

He shrivels a little more. Hard to believe this was the same man who refused to go willingly with Larson. "I'm sorry, Charlie."
the_second_noel: (the visitor)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-28 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
He didn't know Sarah very long, but he knew she sewed clothes for her dolls out of scraps of rescued fabric from her own old clothes. She was proud of them. She got frustrated about schoolwork, but liked books of poems and riddles and plays. She scowled at Charlie for being allowed into her father's secret business when she was not. She was the last member of her immediate family left alive. And she's dead, because Arthur Lester went looking for her, and the King used Charlie's own voice to trick him. She's a dead body, magically giving up its secrets. It's fucked up beyond recognition.

And they've known, and hidden it, for more than two months. Arthur says he's sorry, and Charlie just draws in a breath. 'No hard feelings' is a lot easier to say when you're feet from the finish line, and when you're afraid of what the other might revert to without that reassurance.

It's as hard to recognise the pathetically cringing man in front of him now as it was the ferally violent one before. The point is made: Charlie really has been living with strangers.

"Where did it happen?" he asks, and feels like he's reverting too: into a detective staring down a long-time criminal.
lestercraft: (Are you seeing this shit Lefty)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-28 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"Three months and change, before we met," he admits steadily. "In Harper's Hill. We found her body in the hospital morgue."

At least there's one thing to say for himself, that he's actually fucking having the difficult conversation. He'll be lucky if Charlie doesn't break something on him, but telling James about Bella and John about Faroe had bitten him as well, so. He loses whether he keeps his secrets or not.

Maybe he should just accept that and let go, really. Instead of trying so hard and losing anyway, no matter what.
Edited 2025-06-28 21:29 (UTC)
the_second_noel: (the sight)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-28 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
"Harper's..."

She was there?

If he had gone home, broken his promise to Lorick, he might have found her.

'Scuse Charlie. He is visibly rattled and he needs to stare really hard at the air about this for a few moments.
lestercraft: (Quiet Arthur!)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-28 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Arthur finally looks back at Charlie, in time to see him look fucking ruined about it, and that anxiety flips aggressively into nausea.

Fuck. He's never going to get this right.

"I-I-I'm sorry, I-- I'll shut up, I-I should go--" and he's trembling as he goes, trying to give Charlie the space he deserves while he goes to grab his jackets.
the_second_noel: (the hard way)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-28 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
And Charlie steps unsubtly between Arthur and the door.

Still quiet, still aware that there may be sleepers in the cabin, but hard: "No, you ain't leaving yet."
lestercraft: (Are you seeing this shit Lefty)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-28 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
He stops short, hard enough that he sways a little in trying not to crash into Charlie, pale like he's on his last legs and looking like he might try bolting regardless.

He swallows hard to push down the thundering of his heart in his throat.

"I-I didn't-" it feels like everything's an excuse, now, and he hates it all the more. "I wasn't trying to get her hurt."
the_second_noel: (the heat)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
It's so tempting to put the blame, for once, on someone Charlie actually has a chance of hurting back. Not a god of madness, or a war, but a person with a face he can punch.

The problem is: that doesn't account for what happens after, when nothing is better and some poor asshole has a bloodied nose.

He studies Arthur's face, looks from one eye to the other. Arthur looks like he's about to collapse. He's seen the guy run into situations, he knows it isn't fear of getting hit. And if it was entirely fear of other consequences, he wouldn't have said it at all. No: Arthur is guilty, guilty as hell.

Charlie pulls that tempting urge in. Gets it in a headlock. Forces it to the floor.

"Nah," he says, softer, which is to say maybe sandstone instead of granite. "He was. You're just the schmuck he chose to make it possible."

It's not satisfying. There's no closure. Nothing ever is. There's never any.

The whole fucking family. Everyone dies so soon.

He nods at the couch Arthur evacuated.

"Siddown."
lestercraft: (Default)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
Christ he's sick of being chosen for everything. What he wouldn't give right now just to be able to hide in a hole somewhere and never have to deal with anyone needing him ever again.

He moves as directed, sitting and wedging into the corner of it like he can merge with it if he tries. His eyes go down to his hands, as he rubs at his rooted finger again.
the_second_noel: (the private)

Re: what lies beneath

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
Jesus, Arthur must really be out of sorts if he's being this cooperative.

Charlie looks at Arthur, curled there as if he would rather be anywhere else on or out of Earth. Then, one-handed, he pulls the rocking-chair in front of the couch so that he can sit directly facing him. He leans forwards: feet flat on the floor, forearms on his knees, fingers laced.

She's dead. He puts it on a shelf, next to her father and mother, and others. A whole lot of others. Time doesn't stop for him to wallow in that.

"And Michael Faust," he says, "in the prison pits."

Just in case Arthur thought he'd gotten away with the other huge and definitely-Charlie's-business secret he was keeping. This whole time, Arthur and John knew what that meant. This whole time, Charlie has confessed more than he knew by alluding to being there.

A curious eyebrow.

"You got his name."
lestercraft: (Default)

CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
"We were in the pit for a month before he was dropped in ours," he mumbles. His face is ashen, eyes dulling even as he talks, even and quiet. "We... we thought it was temporary. Until they stopped giving us food."

He's not trembling, and that's somehow worse. He's just... cold. "We held out as long as we could, until... until we touched this braid he was always carrying, b-by accident, and we realised... this wasn't the first time Faust had been moved. So we took initiative."

He can taste it in his mouth, indistinguishable from the ringing in his skull. "When we touch a dead body, when John sees it happen, it. It hurts him. A-a-and we had... we had so much to eat, b-before it went to rot." Before even Arthur wouldn't be able to stomach it.
the_second_noel: (the cats)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
Charlie's face is unmoved, but his laced fingers are tight, as if trying to strangle each other. He knows this story, or a version of it without the power to see someone's death. The bruises around his neck throb. Every time he thinks Arthur's accounts can't get worse.

"Took initiative." A hah, and a half-smile that only touches his mouth. "I like that."
lestercraft: (Idle Hands)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
"I know you worry, you know," he says abruptly. "A-about how little I eat, here. But ever since I had that fucking dream from the aurora, I've been... grateful. That I don't need to. That I don't... have to wonder, whether my next meal is going to do something to make me sick from just the fucking memories."
the_second_noel: (the dig)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
Charlie watches Arthur's face, and is just so fucking frustrated to feel bad for him. Adjusting back, coming to terms, is... a nightmare. It's just a nightmare. It's thinking of what happened as a nightmare that gets him through days, meals, sometimes. He nods, slowly, his mouth a line.

"I get it. It's... tough to shake that kinda thing. Feels sometimes like you shouldn't try to."

Not that that stops him from trying. But they're beating at him now. Names. Names, and ones whose names he didn't get. There's a returning anxiety in the way he moves his hands.
lestercraft: (It must be madness)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
When he breathes in, trying to bring himself back from that brink, it- shudders, like something's caught in his chest, and he grips his hand so tight that he swears something crunches beneath his white-knuckled fingers.

"It was-" he gives a soft laugh, something so small and defeated, barely more than a huff. "It wasn't even two weeks. Between getting out of the pits and meeting you."

He looks back at Charlie, finally, but his eyes are red. "I'm sorry. That this is what Lorick said would help you." With a helpless gesture at himself.
the_second_noel: (the bagman)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
There's a look of surprise in Charlie's eyes, maybe concern as well, when he learns just how short the timeline was.

Does he want to know how this man came to be Lorick's friend? If it's another utterly fucked up story, then maybe not.

"Eh, it was supposed to be the other way around anyway." His voice is quiet, though. Pensive. He can't make light, because he's building up to something, his hands rocking now with anxious restlessness. He opens his mouth, closes it again.
lestercraft: (Bloody but unbowed)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Arthur's hands finally unknot, meanwhile, so he can rub his face with one.

"John asked me not to tell you," he says quietly. "That he was part of the King. He didn't... we. Didn't. Want to hurt you like that."
Edited 2025-06-29 01:42 (UTC)
the_second_noel: (the moon)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
The truth which almost breached the surface slips under again, though it's still visible, skimming just beneath the waves.

"I..."

He brings himself to bear on the subject, as much as he can ever really bring himself to.

"I've told John, and I'll tell you, I don't know how it all would've shaken out if I'd known." It sounds like something he's rehearsed a hundred times. "Maybe better, maybe worse. Can't be sure that I woulda done it differently in your place."
lestercraft: (Might be bleeding out)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
He hums in quiet agreement.

"You're the second person I've told, about the voice in my head. But telling the first was part of what put me in the coma to begin with, so. Not sure it counts."

But it's a single spark in the dark, a light at the end of the tunnel, that Arthur has it in him to be glib again. "You were the first to know he was my eyes, still."
the_second_noel: (the shell)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 10:26 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds like I'm the first person who lived long enough to ask is a bit too... no, that's staying internal.

"Yeah. That's..."

He's still distracted. He knows this about Arthur, now: that Arthur has been that hungry too. They can't just move on from that when today has drawn the poison so close to the surface.

He opens his mouth and then presses it closed in another abortive attempt.
lestercraft: (That seems incorrect)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
He glances up in time to see Charlie's too-quick press of his mouth shut, and the exhaustion-dampened spark of his curiosity flickers despite himself.

"...Charlie?"
the_second_noel: (the rags)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 10:50 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. Yeah. He won't get away with not saying it if Arthur's curiosity latches onto it, and he does--

--he doesn't want to say it, but he didn't want to talk about his past in New York either. There's a possible and almost desirable future where they go forward and he knows this about Arthur, and Arthur doesn't know this about him, and he counts cans and goes quietly out of his mind about food waste in the safety of plausible deniability -- only it doesn't feel like safety, not the way most lies do. He's never told anybody and yet he dreams about them all the time.

"Listen, kid, I..."

Fuck. He talks towards his clasped hands.

"I've told you I... spent time in the prison pits."

Just. Jogging Arthur's memory. If he needs it.
lestercraft: https://jessecuster.insanejournal.com/51114.html (Thought I heard something)

Re: CW: cannibalism

[personal profile] lestercraft 2025-06-29 11:00 am (UTC)(link)
It wouldn't surprise Arthur if Charlie had something worse to add to his experience than he can imagine. And even as exhausted as he is, there's a part of his mind calculating: if he does give Charlie the out, would they ever get the opportunity to talk about it again? As horrible as the experiences were, at least he had someone who knew what it was like on his side of the bars.

"Yes, I- um. I... sort of assumed from it that you had... someone like Faust, a-as well."

There's not really a good way to say 'hey chum we sure have both eaten human flesh huh?'.
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[personal profile] the_second_noel 2025-06-29 11:22 am (UTC)(link)
Charlie looks sharply at him, reminded nicely of why he was pissed off. The fear confirmed that John and Arthur have known for months what he confessed to, while Charlie himself didn't even know. Plausible deniability was never on the table. His mouth twitches without humour.

"Good assumption," he says, his voice a twist on congratulatory. "But you undercounted some."
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